Monday, April 30, 2012

walk out of the wood
and read a good book - the bridge
of wrought darkness melts

Sunday, April 29, 2012

egg fried rice - mushrooms -
silicon - main function - love -
layers - sediment

Saturday, April 28, 2012

my maladaptive
coping strategies have to
change - dance and lemon

Friday, April 27, 2012

spiders - bills - money -
washing up - jagged - jagged
fear - learning to cope

Thursday, April 26, 2012

talking of my plan
for suicide - listening,
the doctor - step - step

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

citrus - mushroom - rope -
poison eyes - anxiety -
doctor tomorrow

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

learning to relax
and resist the fight or flight
adrenaline bite

Monday, April 23, 2012

voices over wires
and images over light -
the modern world linked

Sunday, April 22, 2012

snowdrops - crocuses -
daffodils - tulips and Spring -
evolving colour

Saturday, April 21, 2012

the peace of my heart
that I left with you, unquiet
and bleeding I wait

Friday, April 20, 2012

jagged broken mind,
flaking and shaking with fear,
turn my back and swim

Thursday, April 19, 2012

splinters - fragments - loop
spinning thoughts spiral repeat
help me I'm falling

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

will I see next year,
I try and live day by day -
sirens call - endif

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

define mylife - (its
functions), trying to love, work,
and create - struggle

Monday, April 16, 2012

ifndef mylife -
drifting - lazy - good - have friends -
books - films - dreams of her

Sunday, April 15, 2012

vodka, fresh lime and
soda alternating with
Guinness - suicide

Saturday, April 14, 2012

I dreamt of rivers
and the sea, toy boats, flooded
cities - a playground

Friday, April 13, 2012

photons - love - stars - tears -
heart distillate - and a bit
of head and tail - blood

Thursday, April 12, 2012

facing the madness
and the swirling winds that drive
my thoughts like clouds - fly

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

places on the map
that I gaze at - that bring me
peace - Chesapeake - Loire

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

in my fractured mind -
shuffle the pieces to make
a pleasing picture

Monday, April 9, 2012

force quit - the bridge - rain -
self esteem - cast iron - plants -
the disused railway

Sunday, April 8, 2012

the bones of the skull -
the delicate case of nerves -
anatomy - flesh

Saturday, April 7, 2012

the transmutation
of symbols inside dreams, nerves
fire and dance - twist - swirl

Friday, April 6, 2012

association
and memory, wood pigeon -
I'm a child - Sandbanks

Thursday, April 5, 2012

balloon - blue - music -
release me and sail away
before I burst - moon

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

rainy April day,
film day, book day, programming,
while away the time

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

taste the sunlight fruit
inside the wine and release
the emotion - tears

Monday, April 2, 2012

vodka - distilled from
sunlight - add more sun in the
form of orange juice

Sunday, April 1, 2012

walking through the fields,
the sunshine feels like laughter -
end up at the pub