staying still and focusing on my breath,
not chasing happiness
but rather letting peace find me
Saturday, October 2, 2021
Sunday, September 12, 2021
Sunday, September 5, 2021
Saturday, July 24, 2021
there is a darkness in me
that looks to you for light
but that is an illusion
and I must nurture my own self
and appreciate me (for being me)
I must dive in the river
and swim in sunlight,
washing myself clean.
Breathe in the early morning light
and exhale my blues and delusions.
The Siren song I imagine eats at me
yet the cancer in my mind
can be controlled.
It will always remain, I believe,
and I will feel the gravity and orbit
I cannot entirely break free
but I can swim in the river.
The phases of the moon.
The dance of photons from Andromeda.
Thursday, June 17, 2021
Wednesday, June 16, 2021
when the darkness comes
acknowledge it but do not live in it.
The night will pass.
I feel the undertow pulling at me
and I must swim,
I must feel.
The pain is an old acquaintance:
we are not in love.
The water flows over my skin
and I feel isolated and the touch of panic.
I swim on: fighting, experiencing;
and the water flows over my skin.
I am alive.