Saturday, September 29, 2012

sleep calls me and the
melody of the river
is far away - drift

Friday, September 28, 2012

bees - ants - spiders - wasps -
fear - work - swarm intelligence -
bitter sweet pill - breathing

Thursday, September 27, 2012

caught in a feedback
loop -- anxiety makes me
anxious and I spin

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

I could not claim to
be happy - I could not claim
to be sad - sea shells

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

it was only the
roaring of lions in my
blood - fight or flight - breathe

Monday, September 24, 2012

water - the beach - shells -
the sunlight - the waves
breaking - sensations

Sunday, September 23, 2012

cares - anxieties -
fears - psychoses - gravel dragged -
vinegar washed - wave

Saturday, September 22, 2012

walk in the light of
simple things - friends, good books, wine
and good food - live life

Friday, September 21, 2012

Fiona Bone - you
weren't the pretty one - you
were the leader - first in

badger, hard worker
sociable with inner steel
the cyclops killed you
no Odysseus to save you
no hero
did you shield your young
companion
or was it too quick,
too brutal -
blown from life
a routine call

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Fiona Bone of
the thin blue line - bad luck and
monsters killed you - dice

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

inchworm - beauty - art -
Blake - Newton - science - Hubble -
the cosmos - truth - Keats

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

I am not alone.
I have friends and will make it
through - walk on the beach

Monday, September 17, 2012

a constant battle
against the anxiety -
win inches of space
monster wrestling
wears me out like fighting a
rip tide - exhaustion

Sunday, September 16, 2012

stroke the monster and
learn control - stop the rampage
through my soul. - Taste quiet - .

Saturday, September 15, 2012

coping strategies -
learn to breathe - learn to let go -
learn to hope - learn - live

Friday, September 14, 2012

chains - nettles - eyes - hooks -
tear my flesh and my soul --- wash
me with air - cleanse me

Thursday, September 13, 2012

kibble clobber klein
the bottle space dimensions -
schizoid pieces bow

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

odd ball loner who
lacks self esteem or just
a romantic? - who?

Monday, September 10, 2012

step back and let go -
flow and drift on a silken
stream - to the sea - air

Sunday, September 9, 2012

the jagged jangles -
the butterflies that bite and
gnaw your stomach - fear

Saturday, September 8, 2012

don't go there -- put the
darkness down and live in the
moment - a lily

Friday, September 7, 2012

all of the shadows
wait and watch - the ants whisper
and the spiders dance

Thursday, September 6, 2012

so close to the edge,
I see a vision of a
future - stars shining

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

a shoulder - river -
harlequin - time - salt and the
beach - uncertainty

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

the violence of
time which takes no prisoners
and has no mercy

Monday, September 3, 2012

break the discarded
shells and crumble them onto
the sand - violence

Sunday, September 2, 2012

seaborg and nargles,
washed by the sun of true friends,
float and dissolve - salt

Saturday, September 1, 2012

seaborg and nargles -
dragonflies and the river -
the beach and the rain