ask not for summer
let the seasons run their course
Record changing light

bubbling jitters
roaring stark in my mind's ear
hullabaloo blood

heart thump, screaming reds
the yammer and the swirling
panic attack shriek

slice and dice, drip drip
blood flow spatter suicide
bathroom red sprinkles

blood flows through my veins
oxygenated fluid
5 litres circles

sitting in the cave
watching shadows on the wall
language and ideas

I swim in language
I lack gills to breathe the words
I dive and struggle